In any given day, my mind is, lost between thought. Thinking and thinking, whether or not I did my homework. Or if I locked my car door before work or school. Or how much money I got left in the bank.
Am I paranoid? Or does everyone think the same? I don't know. I am not a psychologist, but what I do know is that I got no short term memory. Or got little recollection what I did 10 minutes ago if it wasn't interesting.
I blame it all on the military. Whether it was touching harmful chemicals without protection. Breathing in heavy metals that burnt. Or the heavy drinking we did on any given day or weekend. Or was it the 150 degree weather I had to endure while in Iraq, baking my brain?
I will sweat about every little thing in life. Did, I just finish my homework? Did I read the right chapter? As I frantically check, and recheck just to make shure, I read the d2l page correctly , and write it down on piece of paper.
All in all, in any given day, my mind is lost, found, and lost again. As I go from class to class, I wonder what the next teacher is going to assign for homework. Hoping it would be a simple lecture. But little homework never hurt anyone.
